Hey readers...
Minna, ogenki desu ka?
MikiTomo genki desu...
But deep in my heart, still crying for something but Miki-chan can't figure it out why...
Miki-chan dun feel really comfortable wit her own life now...
Feel like nothing happen in her life, every single day is the same day just like nothing happen in her life...
Feel like I keep repeating same routine and day...
And I also keep fucking myself without any reasons...
I'm angry wit myself now...
(>_<)
But for yesterday...
Feel this heart had recovered a lil bit since yesterday I had downloaded something from the internet that enables me to watch Japan TV...
Kinda happy because yesterday morning, I managed to watched Akira-kun and Hiroki-kun at TV Asahi...
And also in the night, I watched Japan music chart at TBS TV...
DAMN great although its quality aren't really good but very worth to watch it for free, man...
Not only TV but also radio from Japan...
Hehe...DAMN great because now I'm one step ahead from all my frendz...
And another great story that I got was...
My okasan'z frendz will go to Japan next week, so I had asked my okasan whether she could ask her frend to get something for me...
So, she had asked her frend and her frend willing to help me...
KYA...!!!
Miki-chan totally happy whn heard the news...
So...I ask my okasan'z frend to get me 5 DVD if she can and if the DVD are reasonable...
But the most I wanted are Lead UPTURN 2008 & also in Blue
That'z the most I want and the rest are Lead MOVIES...
That'z all...
I hope she could get it for me...
Emmm...
What else now, huh?
Ahh...!!!
Since I continue my study, I haven't keep in touch wit Tai Mei at Windows Live anymore...
And I feel DAMN very bad toward Tai Mei...
Nee Tai Mei, hontou ni gomen nee...
I know I had left u for such a long period...although I miss u but I can't online very often...
Very sorry nee, mate... I know I'm a bad frendz...
But dun worry, I won't forget u...
Today...
I had contact my old frend who also my besty while I was in high skool...
Since both of us had splitted so, she dunno much about me anymore...
But we having such a nice conversation...
But I didn't tell her about my problem yet since I dun want anyone know it...
I just told her that my life was full of lame things and I dunno what happen wit me rite now...
Luckily she keep support me no matter what happen...
Thanks...
Then...
Lastly, MikiTomo in dilemma again now...
What'z the problem now?!
About my study place...
My parents wants me to transfer to poly in my state...
But me, I still can't make any decision yet...
My classmates dun want me to transfer but when I ask my other frendz who study at different place, they said just follow my parents' wish...
And some of them said, no matter what my decision are, they'll always support me...
Now while all my classmates were busy find new home, I was busy think about my future study place...
Sometime they feel worry about me but luckily I dun mix it wit my study... *sigh*
I just ask them not to worry about me because I'm fine...
I think I had cried for once when think about it...
Although I had took the form but I haven't fill it up yet...
Haiz... Dunno what will happen to me soon...
And I dun want to think about it...
Okiedes...
That'z all for now...
Signing off...
Jya nee & Aishiteru...
~in dilemma~
♥...So close but still faraway...♥