Hey minna-san...
Ogenki desu ka? *smiling like an idiot*
Well, that'z all I can ask cause yeah, who'll read this 'baka' blog?!
Haha...It's only a blog or more like a diary to me and I knew no one will read it since it was too boring for read, rite?
Okie, stop babbling and just continue it...
The November had just left us and now we're all in Christmas month...
For some place, the snow will fill their place but not here in my place...
Uhmm... I wish I can play snow but so sad that I can't play wit it, I bet its must be cool if we can play snow wit someone that we love *why suddenly talking about love?*
Well, ignore what I had said...hehe...
Okiedes, I'm finally can take a deep breath for awhile since one of my problems had solved but only for temporary time...
Still gonna find another solution for it...
Regarding wit my notebook stuffs...still remember?
Well, since because of one tiny problem, finally I decide to format it back by my own...
And guess what?! Finally I got Windows 7 for my notebook...
Hehe, damn great, man and I totally love it although I still gonna get other software for it since all the old software had gone while I format it back...
Y'all must said that I'm stupid because I didn't back up all those files but to me, it's no use if I back up those files because I'm afraid that the virus from the old windows will infect the new one...so, I dun regret at all *only a bit feel regret* but dun worry, I know how to solve it...
Emm...what else, huh?
Nothing much I can write here now although I feel like wanna write something but yeah, dunno what else to write...
But yesterday, I accidentally found something awesome from YouTube but yeah, for what I'm write it here since its not from myself...haha...
Ahh...I remember something...
Another sad news for myself...
My okasan'z frend didn't found the DVD that I wanted...damn sad when my okasan told me that her frend didn't found it...
I tried to asked my okasan whether I could order it online but she still dun give the answer, but I really really hope that she could let me...
Although its costly but at least please, let me get what I want...
Beside she could feel relief since I dun waste my money for nonsense things, I'm just wit my Japanese, Korean & Taiwanese stuffs plus international artistes...That'z all...
I'm just in my own world...could just she let me get what I want since they knew it's hard for me to get it here...
Emmm...
I just thinking whether I make a good relationship wit others?
Since I had ruined it by myself...haha...
I feel like I'm alone now *of course u're cause all people are sleeping now*
No one can be my frendz anymore since I'm cold to other...
Maybe y'all think that I'm not a social person? and I admit that, I'm not a social gurl and beside, I more prefer to be alone rather than in group...
Might be hard but I had gone through it since I was in high skool and until now, this kind of life full of problem but yeah, if we can handle it, so we can go through it easily...
For me, I think I had made it for now but I dun say that I can work alone because if I dun get my close frendz and my family wit which not wit me rite now or more exactly stay in different state, I won't make it...
Without their help, maybe I'm gonna give up wit this kind of life because it's totally hard for those who can't take it...
And I totally thanked to them who had support me and be wit me when I'm down...
I totally love them because only them who really understands me...
Okiedes...
Before I start saying nonsense better I signing off now...
Will add up more later...
Jya nee & Aishiteru...
♥...So close but still faraway...♥