Thursday, March 24, 2011

ひさしぶり。

Music: B2ST - Lights Go On Again

\(∩_∩ ) Hello everyone ( ∩_∩)/
Its been while since my last post here, well been very busy lately & I dun have much time to update my bloggy because I'm too lazy to done it although deep in my heart I really want too...
But well, nothing I could update now since its too many stories to tell about but I dunno where to start & how...

Actually, there's many things had happened in my life recently, from good one to the most worse things in my life...
I dunno why all this happen, I mean why now? when I'm too busy wit my work life, why all this must happen now? (_ _|||) 
I'm too tired to face all this problems although its just only a tiny problem... _| ̄|○ 
Sometime I been asking myself whether I should believe others anymore? or perhaps I just ignore them although they ask for my help...
I totally lost in my busy life since I must handle too many things now...
Plus my family facing too many crisis now & I'm damn sad now because of it...
But I always hope that there's always hopes behind all this...

There's several things happen in my life rite now...
Some of them about my work, then my family problem which not too major but nevertheless I must pay attention to it more than anything because family first, rite?
And then friends who never understand about my problem at all...
They said they understand me but at the end, its just like, "WTF!!!"
Why?? Because no one understand me & accompany me when I'm in problem...
Well, its life, rite?
Like quote always tell that when u happy, everyone are your friends but when u in trouble, no one will be wit u...
Am I rite?? hahaha... Just admit it because its freaking TRUE & NO doubt about it at all...

And now, I'm facing the truth that friends come when myself happy & will leave me when I'm having problem & need their support...
Even now, I didn't have friend to share my problem like I used before...
All gone in just one click...
Yea, yea... They got their life and they also must be busy wit their life too...
I know & I understand that but when they in trouble, they know where to find me...
hahaha... good friend, rite? totally GOOOOOOOD & I lovin' it...
Thanks, thanks a lot for find me when you're in trouble...
u too good to making such stories to make other's believes u...
But in fact, u just live in your wonderland wit your stupid LIES...

Okiedoki...
That'z all for now...
Maybe later I'll express more about it...
Jya nee & Aishiteru...

...So close but still faraway...