"Why is it that my friends don't even bother to notice I'm dying inside? That my heart has been torn out and all they do is just live their lives like they always have? They don't even take the time to ask how I am or what I'm doing anymore ... everyone just seems to be slipping away and all I can do is wonder why. It's a shame, the people you thought were your 'best friends' get their own lives, and they don't even notice how yours has been torn apart"
Nice quote isn't it?
Naah, perhaps not for some of u, I know that *smirk* but to me, its beyond nice...
Why? Because its true & totally happen in real life...
For some reason, maybe this won't happen to certain people but I bet this totally facing by almost all people around the world...
Perhaps yea, its not a big deal or a global crisis at all but this thingy could be worse if they didn't got any ways to solve it...
rofl~~~ sounds funny, rite? I mean how come this thing could be major problem, rite? lolz...
Maybe obviously we couldn't see it but most of it happen among the teenagers & yea, I'm one of the victims for this matter... rofl~~~
Finally, the victim admit, huh??? *lol*
But well, no reason to argue for such silly thing, rite? hahaha... perhap its just me who being CHILDISH, ARROGANT, SELFISH, ANNOYING & IMMATURE towards my friendz...
Bla, bla, bla... I admit that, I admit all those things...
But just imagine...
How would u feel if someone that u know for such a long time suddenly left u because of other person?
Both of u have share almost about everything like your feels, thoughts even love same things... I mean both of u just like a siblings who understand each other but suddenly that person just forget u...
Maybe both of u didn't lost contact but your friend rarely chat wit u anymore & not care about u just like before...
Perhaps they would greet u like, "Hye, how are u?", "What's up wit your life recently?" & bla, bla, bla... and then leave u just like that after u reply their message...
Damn hurting, rite? hahaha... I know how that's feel...
Damn SICK of it, in your mind, "Better dun ask if u just wanna make me waiting like an idiot person"
rofl~~~ all this kind of thing totally pissed me off but no one knows... why? because they won't never understand me...
Call yourself a BESTFRIEND of me but at the end, u leave me just like that...
Been fooled by your "BESTFRIEND" totally a sweeeeeeeeeeet memory to keep...
And yea, I'm a DUMB, a DUMB who believes in all your sweet & nice word that keep me stuck wit your "sweet", "awesome", "cool" story...
So nice to think about it, when I'm here 100% believes wit your story while u there, laughing at me because of my stupidity of believing it...
Perhaps I must stop in searching of pure friendship that I won't find for the rest of my life...
Better I be a loner rather than keep my heart been hurting by person that I called FRIEND...
♥...So close but still faraway...♥