As what I stated above...
I already knew the answer that I got from my parents...
And the answer is, "Hella NO!"
Yea, that'z what I got after I try to convince them to let me go picnic wit my frendz... (=,=)||
They say yes but they seems like dun really wanna let me go actually especially my okasan...
After she say yes, she start to say bad things about that place...
There's people die there, the place too far, bla, bla, bla...
Man, see that...
They still treat me like a 3 old years kiddo...!!!
They ask me several times whether I really wanna go & as usual, I hate when people asking same question to me and I just said, "If u let me go, then I'll go and if not, I won't go"
Well, easy answer and I dun need to think about it anymore because I know they won't let me go although they say yes...
I already expect their answer because I knew them very well in this kind of case...
Like I said, my parents too take care about me...
Almost all my frendz said I'm a spoiled child... (>.<)"
They think I like it? Although seems like my parents really care about me but sometime I feel annoy just because of it...
Feel like my teenager's life just a boring stage... *deep sigh*
I think because of that I dun have many frendz because sometime I feel inferior in front of my frendz even sometime they said I'm good than them...
Sometime I'm ashamed of myself just because of my attitude...
Damn...!!! Wish I could change all this... (>_____<)||
Plus now I feel like I had lost my best frend...
Because now, I dun have anyone to share my feelings now even I got some close frendz but I dun feel like wanna share it wit them although they always share their problem wit me...
Even I online & my besty also online, we dun talk to each other since the incident...
I dunno who's wrong now and plus, I really dun have time to think about it now because I'm damn busy wit my practical now...
Wish I could get back all those moments where I always share my feelings wit my besty but seems like my besty already forget about me although my besty always said that my besty will never forget me...
But seems like its all just a word...
Yea, people...
Slowly will forget each other when they got new things or frendz or so-what-ever things...
Now, its just only me & my weirdo life that I must go through until I die...
I pray for my besty that my besty's life will be fine & hope my besty more happy than me even my besty already forget me...
And thanks for everything that we had shared before...
♥...So close but still faraway...♥